I had a weird dream last night. There weren't any dark elements like those many other dreams I had in the past, everything looked so logical in the dream, but somehow there is a kind of weirdness in how normal the dream was.
Woke up and thought through the dream carefully. Then I realised the weirdness.
1) People whom I always see as a pair in reality (e.g. a pair of close friends) did not appear in the dream in twos. Only one person of the pair appeared.
-- "Ok, so humans really can choose to have selective abilities sometimes."
2) The dream was crowded with people, but only 3 main ones were actively involved. But the 3 were not close/ don't know each other at all, and I know them in very different settings.
-- "Secrets of a person about another has to be shared as randomly as possible, i.e. secrets concerning A have to be shared with B, who is totally out of A's circle etc."
3) The personality of one of the 3 was totally different from what I understand.
-- "Or is it that person's REAL personality anyway? Hmm..."
It has been a long time since I had a proper 'non-dark' dream like last night. I woke up feeling relieved and rested (:
So I took out my precious tarot cards and did a few readings for myself.
1) Past/ Foundation: 9 of Swords
Keywords: Oppression, fear and anxiety
A man wakes from a nightmare, nine swords on the wall. It can be a good thing to find what you seek, except when it comes to ideas, words or problems. Find too many of them and they will overwhelm you. We all know this card, it is the one where we wake up at night and go over our troubles, problems, worries, thoughts, what we said, what others said. The Querent must be told that while their problems may be real, they're blowing them out of proportion, making them worse, nightmarish. They are spending too many sleepless nights alone and awake with these words, ideas, problems. What they are really seeking is to wake from this bad dream - which they can do by realizing that it is a bad dream - most of it is in their head.
2) Present: 9 of Cups
Keywords: Fulfilment and well-being
The nine of cups is an extremely positive, radiant card. It suggests contentment, physical health and success. A creative and emotional peak has been reached, your dreams are about to come true, and there is a joyful quality to life.
Emotionally, your relationships are particularly fulfilling. Love flows easily between partners, close family and friends. There is no sense of frustration or lack, and communication with others reaches new and intimate depths.
Creatively, ideas are coming easily and there is plenty of energy to implement them. Something you have wrestled with a long time may now go smoothly and effortlessly at last.
3) Hopes, fears & expectations: King of Cups
Keywords: Imaginative, emotional, charismatic
The imaginative King of Cups represents the most feminine of the four kings. He is usually highly intuitive, and often found in creative jobs or industries. Even in more conventional careers he can be eccentric, making investments because he 'feels' they are right rather than for any logical reason. These hunches may lead him to become very successful.
His presence is often powerfully charismatic; many people find him magnetic yet difficult. He makes a dangerous enemy, rarely forgetting a betrayal or slight and able to wait for revenge.
In love, he is highly-sexed and emotional. His sensitivity is both a blessing and a curse. On the one hand he can be kind and thoughtful, on the other he imagines insults where none were intended. He can also be very moody and prone to fits of jealousy. However, he is rarely boring or predictable.
[Sensitivity is a double-edged sword...]
4) Areas of conflict: The Fool (Reversed)
Here is a warning to look before you leap. The cliff edge is hanging over the Fool and his feet have no real purchase. We might say that he's falling, dropping off from under the rock to free fall through the yellow sky. Everything, the sack, the dog, tumbles with him.
We might well interpret this as the Fool (in Rider represented by Air), getting completely lost in his head, in hopes and imagination, in talk of what he's going to do, completely surrendering to the sky, with no way to actually walk toward anything, even disaster. This, we might say, is the Fool doomed to Foolishness that makes sense only to him. He is not in the real world and whatever he proposes cannot be made real.
[Idealists are like that mah... Daydream too much about impossible perfection.]
5) Outside influences, views of other people: The Hermit (Reversed)
Many people hate being alone, and may experience this card as enforced loneliness. They need noise, distractions and ceaseless activity for they are frightened to look too deeply inside themselves. This position suggests immaturity and superficiality; a life full of empty chatter.
[So people will think I'm being foolish to not listen to them and I am wasting my time and energy on non productive things la... =.=]
6) The best current course of action: 8 of Wands (Reversed)
Keywords: More haste less speed
Trying to get things done in a hurry can often result in mistakes. The eight of wands reversed warns against sudden decisions or actions, and above all, against committing anything rash to paper.
[Slowly...]
7) Probable outcome if this course of action is taken: The Emperor
The Emperor can appear in your life as a successful and usually wealthy businessman. If your question concerned a relationship, then you may be involved with someone who finds it difficult to express emotions. This type of person is unwilling to let down defences, for he or she likes to be in control at all times.
If you asked about a man, he has been taught that 'big boys don't cry' and has repressed his feminine side. Of course, he has emotions - they just don't show very often. If your question concerned a woman, she may be financially successful but have little time to relax and be receptive.
Physically, this card relates to the head, headaches, and accidents affecting that part of the body. Sexually, it is the card of the hunter and seducer of either sex who usually gets what he or she wants, and tends to dominate a partner. The Emperor's blocked emotions find an outlet in passionate sex, although partners may not feel particularly loved or cherished at other times.
[Huuuuhhhhh.... Sian. =.=]
Well, at least things are going the right track liao. Happy! (:
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最近因为身边发生的一些事，让我对家庭这一块有一些想法。当朋友和家庭摆在一起的时候，你会选谁呢？如果非得选择的话。
虽然我总是说要从他们的‘魔掌’中逃脱，可是总会舍不得。
Hmmm...
在外面和朋友玩够了，疯够了，要记得回家啊。
乖孩子们……早点回家 (:
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