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Went to sign the THINGY this morning. Haha... Sec sch chinese teacher... Me?... Cannot imagine... The kids will all be led astray by me lor. "Kids, let's go clubbing tonight ok? Cuz it's Friday! And the Chinese O'level exams are over liao! Heckcare math science humanities and angmoh! We go have fun at the arcade also k?"

Oh yah... What if they see me in the arcade... =.= wth lor. But I don't intend to stop gg to the arcade. I grow up there!

So I say le muh... confirm lead astray de.

But nehmind. Better than them going crazy trying to finish the pile of homework given by the school teachers. Do you know how shocked and dismayed I was when I discovered that my sec4 tutee still thinks that finishing school homework is the most important aim of schooling? Apparently the amount of homework that was given in my O'level and A'level year were so powderful that I didn't manage to finish it even after I got back the results of my O's and A's. Not that finishing homework shouldn't be a priority, but sometimes the student should pick out the more important stuffs to do in the whole bulk of homework listed as THE priority above TV, Wii and chiobus. Especially in the graduating year all the teachers will be damn kiasu and start to act as if the subject they are teaching is the only subject the students are taking and give a hell lot of homework lor. You want sleep or you want to finish all of the homework? Not enough rest = less alert mind = horrible handwriting and less focus = poorly done homework. Most of the time teachers don't even have time to mark ALL of those homework.

Haix. See luh. Bad me, bad model to the students hahaha.

Dropped by bf's house at noon. He was still sleeping. Reached his place but he said he was still tired and continue zzzing while I finish reading my philosophy book borrowed from the library. Was tempted to take a shot of him zzzing with my polaroid camera... but got flash will kena caught lol so I didn't tk it in the end. He woke up at 2pm for lunch haha I spent 2 hours staring at him zzzing!!!

No luh, I so boliao meh? After finishing the book I found one red cube puzzle from his room and dismantled it, thinking that maybe I can try to put it back since I am so intelligent. Not. Turned out that I couldn't solve it and the boyfriend who just woke up can solve it in just 5mins with a laggy brain state and no prac at all. =.=

Boo...

Then went to dabao lunch back to eat with bf's elder bro and watched the recorded magic show on the tv. LOL it was damn stupig lo, most of the magic tricks and the commentator were quite annoyingly sarcastic. I didn't say hi to the bro, duno why I just felt abit paiseh in front of him while I'm trying to finish my meepok with ketchup. Hurhurhur. Hope he won't find me impolite =.= Oh then the plumber came. I was abit surprised cuz I've only seen a plumber twice in my life. Most of the time my dad is the plumber in the house lol. Maid and plumber make a good combi. (And I'm the evil daughter. lol jk) LOL and the dessert I had this afternoon was whoa... Will try making it myself soon.

Had dinner at bf's place. His mum cooking... I long time nv eat home-cooked food liao wor... :D Happy! But shouldn't have told my dad to dabao dinner for me so early. It means I have to eat 2 pax for dinner! Luckily my mum ate up the dabaoed food for me yay.

My sis said she didn't like to read my longlong blog posts i.e. this one and the previous one. But then it's my style since jc, only that I stopped all these long-windedness when I got into uni and started blogging ALOT in cheenapok language. All chinese, some very short, some very long (hurhur sounds wrong), some only have videos. If youtube crash my blogs will crash as well. It'll turn out like some blogs with many pictures as their background, only that the hosting website for the pictures decided to stop business and the blogs are now all filled with "the image cannot be found" notices. Bleah. Plus now I can't blog properly in angmoh, I can only blog in singlish! Die liao luh! Another example of leading students the wrong way... I shall not let my students find my blog! What if they stalk me and read all my old old posts??? Paranoid::

Have been spending most of my time with boyfriend and sis (at home) and tutees since it's the holidays. When school starts, I don't think we'll have so much time to spend tgth. Not like today when I could just rot away and enjoy his company @ his place and my sis's company when we left house tgth in the morning.

I duno but this holiday made me feel closer to bf and sis. Although we didn't go out much, I still felt there's some kind of closeness between me and sis leh, more than before ba. haha duno how to explain.

Went out alot with boyfriend and start to become more interested in his life liao. Caught sight of a go-diamond vcd on his com desk cd-rom rack just now... And suddenly felt very tiny in front of all these successful examples. How can one have 6 businesses or more and still be so motivated? Won't stressed till siao ah? Still can share own experiences and motivate more ppl. Not that they want to earn money lor, it's just to motivate ppl to fight on nia. And bf added that they are all very humble people in spite of their success... Really very shen... I don't think I can hit that kind of level with my current thought maturity + attitude. LOL. Sad huh. They are shen. I am shen jing.

Haha but I am still motivated ok! At least I'm starting to change. 1 week no msn and I don't feel very lost + less fb games (only sticking to farmville) + less emo / useless thoughts + more sleep

ok talking about sleep. I should go sleep liao. 1am!

Nightey all. It's a good night.